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April 17, 2004 - Saturday

Finger Blisters

Rain today giving me a welcome break from loading steel into our newest dumpster. Yesterday I got my burned motorcycle trailer part way through the dumpster door but had to give up when it got stuck half way in. Wasn’t looking forward to dealing with that today. (Dumped the burned motorcycle in last month's load.)

Catherine has four new baby chicks that she carries everywhere with her. If she keeps in constant contact with the babies, they imprint on her and then follow her everywhere when they grow up. Makes it easier when we let the chickens roam around the property. When it’s time to put them to bed, they let her pick them up. (Yep, these are pets, not food chickens.) She even takes them to work where they follow her around the halls of the SDSU Geology department. Catherine studied animal behavior before she ended up in geology.

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Back in the early 60’s my brother was in a high school rock & roll band. This was before the Beatles, during a time when surf music was the rage. They weren’t bad for a high school band and they played a lot of Ventures tunes. When Barry went to college, his electric guitars stayed behind and I spent hours banging away on those things. By that time it was a different era and the music I was interested in didn’t require much skill to play. I never took lessons but when you’re just trying to imitate the squealing feed-back of Jimi Hendrix, it doesn’t require a lot of study. I learned a few chords and got to a point where I could sometimes follow along when listening to my favorite albums. The Beatles were (and are) my favorite group but at that time I was also enthralled with the Jefferson Airplane and groups like the Who. I’d play their records, crank the amplifier up to distortion level and try to follow along with the music. If I had turned off the record player I don’t think anyone would have recognized the tunes I was trying to play. I did that for years and I’m amazed that my parents put up with it. (Let alone the neighbors)

My brother had good taste in guitars and, as I recall, I was playing on top quality Gibson and Fender models. They were difficult times and those guitars played an important roll in distracting me from some emotional problems I was having during the late 60’s and 70’s.

During the last ten years I’ve been having a reoccurring dream where I’m back in my bedroom playing those guitars. I suppose it’s some sort of pathetic unconscious attempt at recapturing my youth but the feeling is nostalgic and comforting. On Monday I gave in and stopped by the Guitar Center and picked up a Taylor acoustic 110 model. It’s an entry level instrument though the Taylor brand is recognized as being first-rate and I ended up spending about $500.  A far cry from my no-name pawn shop model that burned up in the fire. This time I’m taking the time to practice a little more seriously. I’m learning the notes and studying along with a beginners guitar lesson DVD. And yes, I’ve got blisters on my fingers.

 

THEN

April 29, 1968 – Sunday

It’s been so long since I wrote that I’m out of practice. My problem is that I just don’t have any free time. I work everyday except Sunday and even that’s not definite. With my job and school I don’t have a spare minute.

I’ve been stripping the paint off my Model ‘A’ and I’ve been trying to prepare it for a coat of primer. I then hope to have it restored to the authentic paint job it had in the 30’s. Besides that and working at the vet hospital, Bill and I have been cutting lawns to earn some spare change.

Recently at the hospital someone brought in a puppy that they couldn’t keep. She is so cute I couldn’t resist and took her home before anyone else had a chance. I didn’t even ask mother or father about it, I just brought her into the house and set her on the floor where they were having cocktails. What a dog. Within two minutes she had them charmed and they were thinking up names for her. She’s a cocker spaniel mixed with poodle and she looks just like that dog on TV.

In the past few months although I’ve felt tired, I’ve also felt much less depressed. I’ve been feeling surer of myself and I haven’t been filled with that overwhelming fear I have of people. I guess it’s because I’ve acquired the attitude of not giving a damn about anyone or anything. That may seem like a bad attitude but it does wonders for my personality. I was so afraid of what other people thought that I would shrivel up when ever I met someone. I’m still shy but now I have a little more self confidence.

In spite of all the work, I’ve also had some good times in the past few months. Ron and I tried to break into an abandoned house a few weeks ago. It’s supposed to be haunted and a couple of other people came along with their ouiegee board so we could communicate with spirits. What a ridiculous time that was. It was the middle of the night and we were making all sorts of racket trying to climb up a tree to get in an upstairs window. I ended up slipping and landed right between the legs
on a branch . Man that hurt. We could see we were getting no where and finally decided to give up before someone called the police. We weren’t going to do any damage. Just goofing off for the hell of it.

School has been pretty easy this year and I’ve been getting by without doing much work. I’m especially enjoying my English class though, what with all my side jobs, I’ve lost all interest in academics. I’m not even trying to get into a good college and it looks like I’ll be going to junior college here in San Diego.

A few weeks ago we had an earthquake and it was pretty wild. It was the strongest one I’ve ever felt and quite exciting. Oh yeah, Ron and I also snuck into an abandoned nursery near the vet hospital so we could take a look at some marijuana plants one of the guys at school is growing. Turned out to be just one small plant hidden in the weeds.

Well I’ve left out a lot so I guess I’ll have to start writing more often and keep these notes up to date
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